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This is a pro ana site and I do not support eating disorders
CW: 91 lbs
GW:78 lbs
HW:119 lbs
weight after treatment : 117
diagnosed anoerexic
Age: 18
height: 5"4
BMI : 15.6
Progress blog : http://www.tumblr.com/tumblelog/willneverbethinenough
Ask for the password and you shall recieve <3
CW: 91 lbs
GW:78 lbs
HW:119 lbs
weight after treatment : 117
diagnosed anoerexic
Age: 18
height: 5"4
BMI : 15.6
Progress blog : http://www.tumblr.com/tumblelog/willneverbethinenough
Ask for the password and you shall recieve <3
Melinda Sordino as a Wintergirl
‘Cause even though the flower fades, something takes its place
A marching band on a sunny day, two pretty eyes on a pretty face
Then in the forest I made my home
Lay down on hard and ancient stone
Then if my heart should somehow stop
I’ll hang on, to the hope that you’re not too late
Laurie Halse Anderson - Wintergirls
underrated books 2.0 → wintergirls
↳ ❝I win because I’m skinnier. I’m double zero. I stayed strong and didn’t try to have my cake and eat it, too. I didn’t even taste one bite.❞
"Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly and fat and stupid and bitch and whore and the worst of all “a disappointment.” Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don’t want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an aesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the aesthetic turns into a poison and by then it’s too late because you are mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can’t stop. Look in a mirror and find a ghost. Hear every heart beat scream that every single thing is wrong with you."
— Wintergirls (via misguided-gh0sts)
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worst relapse ever
so… i mean i’ve had worse food wise goes.. but throwing up? this is new.. i’ll eat only very little not even 300 cals worth and i have to purge 8+ times. the first time the last 4 vomits had blood… i gave myself a day to recover and i did it again but this time 10 times.. i made it 2 days without then only purged twice due to 1 bite of granola.. i’ve lost weight i don’t need a damn scale to see it. i’m falling apart.. and i can’t deal with life. my parents are making everything so hard for me.. i need someone to talk to i need a reason to stay.. i need hope.. i need a reason not to cut tonight.. or to purge my 30 cal baby food and diet soda.. i had more than that to eat btws. 1 1/2 crackers, 4 freeze dried strawberries less then 5 cals, lots of coffee, oatmeal 100 cals some tofurky 50 cals. 4 nuts, and a bite of 5 different granola bars but not even enough that it was a fourth of any. also a banana.
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